I'm done with my emotions, no more. I'm just not going to care anymore. I just want someone to be on my side for a change.....    I'm done with this xanga, I put my new one on a private post so sign in to see it.

So I learned a few things tonight.

1. When in trouble call the most dependable person. (what I did: called a person I thought would answer there phone and think about me for one second.)

2. Driving fast calms you. (what i did: drove 90mph down a curvy country road I've never been down and got into a little bit of a fender bender but its ok, my car didnt' get messed up.)

3. When driving fast don't drive down roads that aren't busy. (what i did: sat outside in the dark on the side of the road for 30 minutes.)

4. Scaring yourself to death makes you feel better. (what I'm going to do: wrap myself up all the way to my neck, in all my blankets and sleeping in the closet...I'm claustophobic)

5. Wishing you didn't have emotions......can never happen.